2009

It's hard to be positive. I'm going to try anyway. If it's not happening then I'm leaving it. It sucks now but I'll get over it.

Last night was a bit weird. One of my brothers friends who's 27 was hitting on me and Aido. It was funny but mad awkward. Like I hadn't seen her in yeeeeeeaaars. Apparently when they were all knocking in to my house for Tom, I'd stroll up to the door and say 'Well hello, ladies!'. I seriously don't remember this. I also got talking to another of Tom's friends who lives in London aswell, and she's into some hardcore which was cool. Now I have a friend I can go to shows with! She's into Sick Of It All and Minor Threat. She hadn't heard of Verse who are one of my favourites, but she'd heard of Forging Friendships though which was cool.

I am disappointed in some people. They should be better friends and not let their best friends do silly things.

The only music that was played all night was 80's power rock. It was odd but funny too. Toto came on and I was happy.

This a dark and cold January 1st. I'm hoping that it's more representative of the year just gone and not the one to come.

I will make 2009 a good year.