Ex-girlfriends

I keep dreaming about them. Well, the only two that were ever really anything real. Some dreams I like and others I wish I could forget. One I had last night was pretty cool. My ex was having sex with one of my friends but it turned out he was bad at it, and so she came to me. Haha, ridiculous. I don't know what that means.

I think I could be having these dreams because I don't really have any proper interests in women at the moment. There was at least two girls that I thought I might get somewhere with either one of them, but I doubt that'll happen now. Meh. It feels strange not having anyone to think about. It's been a few years since this has happened. I'm usually infatuated with someone. A lot of the time I fall back into old habits and pine after an ex-girlfriend, so maybe that's where these dreams come from. My ex isn't around so my mind is making her nearer to me. Weird.