Coming Home Again

I'm going back to Dublin tomorrow for the week. I'm not too sure what to think, really. I booked it weeks ago when I was mad homesick and shit. When I was back the last time, I had a kind of shitty buzz. I really hope this week is better, otherwise I won't be going back as often as I thought. There's just no point. Dublin is fucking shit. I'm gonna try really hard this week to hang out with as many people as possible at whatever time though. I might see my Great Aunt too, I haven't seen her in ages. She's old enough but still full of life, and she's hilarious and just a super sweet lady too. Plus she's from Cork so her accent is amazing.

I've had an amazing idea for a story. I'd love to make it into a book but I still have to flesh it out a bit. As it is it's just an idea, with nothing else around it. I'm gonna have to figure out character, setting, blah blah blah. I'm really happy with the idea though, I don't think it's ever been done before. I've thought of a title and everything: Endless. Get fucked if you think I'm putting anything else about it up here!

So the ol' lovelife has picked up a good bit. I'm totally undecided whether I want to be in a relationship again. It's probably a good idea not to start another so soon. I think I've just been so excited to be with someone again that I thought I wanted more than I really did. It reminds me of when I was talking to my mate Rita about me meeting new girls, and she said that Sos said of me "The next girl Chris meets, he'll end up in a relationship with for another three years". I laughed about it at the time, but I can't help feeling that he's totally right. I'm so obsessed with having a serious relationship that I can't imagine being single and being with loads of different girls. So I need to do just that and play the fucking field.

I've been thinking about getting a couple of tattoos. I've been against it for years because of my eczema. I thought that if I ever scratched over a tattoo too hard that I would scar myself and ruin the tattoo. I don't think I care anymore though. I can always get a touch up.
I want to get one that says "In Friends We Trust" after a lyric in a Daggermouth song, and another that says "The Possibilities Are Endless!" after a song by The Steal (and it's just a nice thing to remember, too).