How does it feel?

Pretty busy weekend, in terms of hanging the fuck out. I went down to Will's on Friday night, for this charity gig on at the pub Will works at. The bands were pretty sucky, boring indie rock and such, although the last band was a ska/reggae band which was pretty cool. The pub was fucking packed. This pub is small enough like, and I'd never ever seen it so full. It was well over capacity but the idiot fucking doorman kept letting people in, even after the manager telling him not to. Dope. I was hanging out with this girl Jo, who I'd kissed back in January. We were chatting away and I was trying to be interesting but I was the most boring fucking dope ever. I have no problem talking to girls that I'm not trying to kiss but I turn into a quiet little sap around girls I like. Plus it was loud and we couldn't really hear each other properly haha. It wasn't going that well but to make it even worse, some lad cut in and started chatting her up. So annoyed. He was mad tall and buff and handsome and everything I hate in lads. He had no problem talking to her and making her laugh, and I sat there with my head in my pint. Arse.
Then later her brother had been hopped on by some scum and ended up in hospital so she had to leg it. So I don't think that's going anywhere fast.
We ended up having a lock in at the pub until fuck knows when. The chats were had, met some new cool people, had a load of crisps and watched some lad do coke off one of the tables. It was the first time I've ever actually see someone do that and it was pretty weird.
On the way home, Will, Nats and I stopped off at a kids playground and had drunken fun. Will fell off a roundabout thing and hurt his foot, hahaha. So funny.

Then last night we went to another gig. It was an all ager which was pretty cool. Will's mate Briggie's band A Stranger In Moscow played. They're alright, I'm not mad into the music but they were really tight anyway. Briggie is the fucking lad. What a hero. Hilarious guy.
The amount of underage girls was unreal. I feel fucking filthy.

After the gig we went back to the pub for a while and then back to Will's where we got ridiculously baked. Laughing at those Frank ads. Briggie was like 'I just wouldn't open the door' and I couldn't stop laughing. Best fun I've had in a while.

Some serious disappointment the other night though. There'll always be one girl to complain about.