'It seems his train of thought is still at the station'

It's weird how the mind works, or, it's scary how short my attention span is.
I went to log in to LiveJournal for the lolz, just because I use to have a blog there years ago and I wanted to see how much shit I actually talked. Then when it wouldn't let me access it, I remembered that I had actually deleted it. But before I remembered that, I clicked the 'Forgot my password' link and it brought me to a new page with a Captcha. Above the captcha it said 'You need to prove that you are a human'. What a ridiculous thought. Obviously I know that it's used to stop bots from entering websites, but it sounded mad. Prove that I'm human? I've never had to prove that I'm human before. Other than using Captchas, which is a very silly way to prove to someone that I'm human. I bet pretty soon there will be robots with character recognition who have the ability to type as well, and Captchas will be rendered useless. We'll then need to give them retina scans or fingerprint scans (I think some Laptops now even have a fingerprint scanner installed as a lock system) and all sorts. The point is that when I saw the message 'You need to prove that you are a human', it gave me the idea to write what I've just written above. I wanted to have a screen capture of the message, but I'm not that great with computers and wasn't really sure how to do it properly. I tried copying and pasting the webpage into Photoshop, but Photoshop won't let you (or at least it wouldn't let me) paste images into it. I decided to give up on the idea, and then my train of thought ran right away, and I thought to myself 'Hmm, I think might try to draw some clouds in Photoshop'. Don't ask, because I don't know where or why I got the idea. But all of a sudden it became a very attractive though. Keeping with the theme of my uselessness with computers and by association most programs on computers (in this case Photoshop), I decided to look up a tutorial of how to do it on the internet. I found one, but it used an older version of Photoshop than the one I had and so was no use. I tried a video, but that proved just as useless. I tried a third and it didn't explain anything very well at all, so then I gave up on that idea as well. I closed Photoshop and then just went on Moshspace or something.

I really don't know why these things happen - and they happen all too often - but it's such a waste of time and effort. Why the fuck would anyone without good reason want to draw clouds in Photoshop? I should have been reading books for Uni or cleaning my overly filthy room or letting my dog out for a piss which at the time she desperately needed. Why do I waste my time like this? I really fucking hate myself sometimes. Well, not really hate, but I would not like to be friends with me. I'm so fucking dull and thick. Uuuugggghhh.